Sometimes..
Sometimes, some things are just not meant to be yours.
... it is time to let go after having it for quite some time.
... there are some things cannot be kept to you forever.
... you wonder if you're making the right decision.
Once made, you either
Make it or Break it.
Sometimes, you wonder if you should give up after going through all the hurdles.
Sometimes, these things gives you sleepless nights.
I wonder..
Upon hearing You Are Loved by Josh Groban repeatedly, I really don't want to give up after what we've both gone through.
At times I wonder if I'm forcing her to stay for my own needs.
Yes, I need her.
I don't know what to respond every time she gives me those on and off cold treatment.
When darkness falls, I have to be prepared.
At most times, I end up ending my day in tears.
But I'm asking for it.
I ought not to complain.
Should I ever go anytime, I just want to apologise to Her and everyone for being such a burden in your life. I've regreted for commiting those mistakes and tried to turn change.
But God didn't allow me.
While I'm here trying to change, big challenges ahead.
Today's msg: Once yours, treasure it. But don't hold on to it too tightly.
(I don't even know if I'm holding on to it too tight.)
Good day everyone.
